Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Gilead

I'm reading the novel Gilead by Marilynne Robinson, for my book club this month. It's set in 1956 in Gilead, Iowa, and written from the perspective of an old pastor who knows he doesn't have long to live. He writes it to the child he never expected to have, his 7 year old son. I won't give too much more away, but I did want to share this quote, which I'm sure all parents can relate to:

I'd never have believed I'd see a wife of mine doting on a child of mine. It still amazes me every time I think of it. I'm writing this in part to tell you that if you ever wonder what you've done in your life, and everyone does wonder sooner or later, you have been God's grace to me, a miracle, something more than a miracle. You may not remember me very well at all, and it may seem to you to be no great thing to have been the good child of an old man in a shabby little town you will no doubt leave behind. If only I had the words to tell you.

1 comment:

Ortlund Family said...

Thank you, Erin. This is beautiful. I remind myself at times, and probably not often enough, that love, such as is embedded in the quotation, rises in the hearts of us parents ultimately because we have such a Father, and far better, in heaven. So much in life conspires to quench that awareness and darken our views of life. But our own hearts, though sinful, bear witness to his love for us in our love for our children. I need to remind my own heart that I too am loved.

Dad O